I am now getting ready to leave my family, and I kinda am not liking it. I like living on my own, but not alone. My sister asked me about this today. I told her that I just don't think I am ready to have someone in my life asking for my time and my space. At the same time, though, I don't want to be alone. I hate this feeling. I watch my sisters with their families and I truly know in my heart that I want someone in my life.
I just don't want the nagging, fighting, dealing with sharing of space...etc.