I wanted to e-mail you about me. Just so you get an overall on me, not for anything else. I will throw out what I think about myself. I think I am pretty chill and laid back, sometimes maybe too much. I like to do things, and try new things. I love my sisters and their kids and like to spend time with them, even though they get on my nerves. I am also picky, after working at a hospital for three years, there are certain things that catch my eye... or maybe that my eyes check. I am also inquisitive about the most random things. I will ask questions about things that interest me and sometimes people don't find what I find interesting, interesting. I have a dry, sick, random sense of humor. I can also be a prankster. I love to laugh and I love to make others laugh. I love with passion, and sometimes that passion can get me into trouble. Here comes the bad temper. It is controlled, but when pissed off, i'm pissed off. I tend to swallow a lot of what might offend me or bother me and then i will bust like a volcano, but, again, only if provoked. i'm imperfect and i'm aware of that. i have my insecurities, but since i am a private person, i will keep them tightly hidden and just deal with them, in my own way. i don't think i am possessive, but, if i sense something then yeah, that might come out. i am not a jealous person at all, but if i love passionately, of course i will verbalize if something is bugging me, but i am always open to talk and discuss, sometimes too much.
i can be an asshole. i try to work on that negative aspect, but it is me. i am a baby when sick, but when someone else is sick, i don't dote. i give compliments, but sometimes i don't. i get embarrassed when i get compliments and don't know how to react to them. i love to flirt. i love to play. i'm a big kid at heart.
my parents weren't parents. so, i might not have learned a lot of human qualities while growing up. one of them is love. my sisters and I didn't start saying "i love you" to each other until my niece was born. She taught us what love is. we were loved with conditions and our religion also had a lot of conditions so now as an adult i seek someone to love me unconditionally, but i kind of don't know what that is.
i am a visual person, but like to be stimulated with my brain. that turns me on. yes, i'm a doer in bed. i love to be the top, because women just fascinate me, especially when they are sexy. let me share the profile i had on match, i think it is me:
i just wanna make you smile, laugh and love to hate me. i want you to be happy so that you can make me happy. let's play together.
I consider myself a funny, serious and reserved person. If you win my heart and I chose to give it to you, I promise that I will make you laugh and when you cry I will be there to comfort you. I am very imperfect and I promise to work on what makes you angry or upset or what bothered you. I will be considerate, but at the same time I will forget, I am human. I will be easy going and I will forgive you if you make a mistake...but at the same time, I am not stupid and I will not let you walk all over me. I want us to work on things together. I want us to learn about each other slowly and at the same time, I want to know everything about you right away. Am I patient? Probably not, but that is when you come in and put the smack down...bring me back to reality and remind me why I love you. I need you just about as much as you want me in your life. Yes, I will put my foot in my mouth, but, gee I know you think my dimple is cute and I will melt your heart. I don't know, give me a chance and we'll see where this leads us to.
i work hard, so what do i do for fun? sleep...no, or yeah...i like to play, i like to joke, i like to smell the sun and the grass. i love to watch tv and cuddle, i love to dance and i love to drink, the cigar, that happens once in a while, too.
ask me, and i will let you know.
Paternal grandpa, full german, maternal grandpa full chinese. parents and grandmas, central american. one day doesn't go by that at least one person will ask me, WHAT R U?
i believe in a higher being and i believe that that higher being is with me and watches over me. i just don't believe in organized religion.
NURSING and then figured out that i didn't want to do that for the rest of my life. now i'm doing something completely different.
favorite hot spots:
i live in california. I love cali, and anything in the west hollyweird area. i can take you to a bar or i can take you to a cafe. i can behave at a bookstore or i can behave at church. im just ez going and im open to anything.
Thai food, sushi, japanese food, spicy and sweet. not together, i like spicy, and i also like sweet. i love to dress in black, red or baby blue. not all three together but those are my favorite colors. i love to cuddle when it is raining.
call me by your name by andre aciman
so, what you think?
BETTER YET, AM I BEATING THE ARGENTINE?